I miss my childhood closet.
Each time I’m visiting my parents, generally once a week, I
climb the stairs of the 1970’s colonial and peer enviously into the room they
still call “Angela’s room”.
Over the years, gold shag carpeting and yellow wallpaper
gave way to delicate blue and white paper and blue plush carpeting, then
finally a cream Berber and spring green walls.
The feminine, off-white furniture has been pushed around in every possible
layout.
The closet remains unchanged.
Ryan and I don’t live in a 1970’s colonial.
People generally sigh wistfully when they hear our house was
built in the 1920’s.
“Old houses have so much character,” they say, looking
around at the built-in bookcases and coved ceilings.
I generally sigh in frustration as the seasons change, and I
try to rearrange our closets.
Our house has two relatively large linen closets, but our
master bedroom has two miniscule closets, built into the part of the room where
the ceiling slopes, rendering much of the already cramped space unusable.
When we moved into the house, and Ryan had time for projects
other than tucking Abbey into bed for the third time each night, he carefully
measured and engineered a series of shelves in our closets, trying to maximize
the space.
It was a valiant effort, and it generally works for
him. Also, he has generously allowed me
the entire dresser for my things.
I still struggle.
Shoes in boxes, so they can stack? Out of boxes, so I can see them easily and
cram my size sixes into the corners?
Bags in the hall closet or my closet? Accessories on shelves or in boxes on
shelves?
Clothes hung by color or clothing weight or length?
Every configuration seems wrong.
I try not to think of my childhood closet, empty and open,
at my parents’ house.
Innocently, I grew up taking my walk-in closet for
granted. Graced with clothing bars and
shelves and oodles of floor space; I never filled it, even as a teenager. I would laze on the floor, reading books, writing
in my journal, whispering into my pink, plastic phone. My closet was a little cave, carpeted and
safe.
My current closet is a little cave as well, cramped and
dark, littered with mismatched shoes and belts that Abbey pulls on and off with
interest, abandoning them and moving along to eye my jewelry box.
In the 1920’s, I guess people weren’t concerned with whether
they had room to add a pair of jewel tone heels to their fall shoe collection.
My old house might have character, but I miss my childhood
closet.
prompt:
This week’s prompt is to use this image for your inspiration and begin your post with those words…”I miss my childhood…”
The image is a lined sheet of paper, the writing in a child's handwriting, and I originally had a different concept for this week's piece.
Then it got cold, and I tried to find something warm to wear.
I hear you! We too have an older house and storage can be a real PITA! I do find it funny you still look enviously at your childhood closet, but I get it. Space...something we can never have enough of in an older home!
ReplyDeleteI totally get it! Our first house had NO closet space. We still don't have much but way more than we used to.
ReplyDeleteI had a walk in closet as well. I still have dreams about walking into it and discovering lost items from my youth.
ReplyDeleteOMG - I had a walk in closet too. And now I don't. And my husband and I share. And there's never enough room. Yep, I miss my closet too. :)
ReplyDeleteThat's so true, although I have the opposite thing now in that I kind of have a walk-in closet at my house and didn't as a child. But what I miss is being younger and moving my winter clothes down to the bottom rack of my closet in the fall and the summer back down there in the spring. All the "back to school" clothes I was excited to wear got pushed to the front, with all the summer clothes relegated back to the top.
ReplyDeleteGreat memory ;)
I miss my childhood closet as well. Two racks to hang lots of clothes on and still room to play in there. Now, our closets are teeny. My daughter has the biggest, but the steps to the attic on one side means we can only use half.
ReplyDeleteMy last house was a 40s bungalow. And oh my lord, I know what you mean. The closet space was ridiculous. I was glad to see the back of that place (for a lot of reasons).
ReplyDeleteOkay, I wish I could sympathize but you lost me at built in bookshelves.
ReplyDelete*Envy*
I really liked my closet growing up too! I had a little bookshelf in there and I would go lie under the clothes and read. It was so cozy in there.
ReplyDeleteBut I can't complain about my current closet. It's quite roomy. Wanna store some shoes in mine? What size are you? ;-P
xo
Oh, I miss your closet too...it sounds wonderful! Especially in your teen years. Great piece, Angela :)
ReplyDeleteGreat post! I loved my childhood closet as well!
ReplyDeleteI have a huge closet but it's still not big enough. Now it isn't a walk in or anything like that but I hang up almost everything so there never seems to be enough room in there.
ReplyDeleteMy old house had zero closet space! I hated it so I totally understand how you feel!
I have a huge closet but it's still not big enough. Now it isn't a walk
ReplyDeletein or anything like that but I hang up almost everything so there never
seems to be enough room in there.
My old house had zero closet space! I hated it so I totally understand how you feel!
I used to have a huge walk in closet at my parents house. Now we fight with small closets. I totally understand what you mean!
ReplyDeleteFirst, thanks for welcoming me back to TRDC/WOE. I smiled when I read your comment. So nice to be writing again... even though you know these prompts stress a sister out. :-)
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about old houses. I lived in one growing up. I hated it, but everyone else thought it was soooo "neat". Yick. No space, low ceilings, and walls you couldn't drive a hammer through even if you had power tools. In our house, George has the walk in closet and I have the small one. Thankfully, I don't have much in the way of clothes. George is the diva.
I've never had a big closet, so I have complete closet envy. But, even in a small closet, as a kid, I loved to hide in there with all my stuffed animals!
ReplyDeleteOh man! I used to have a decent closet from the time I was a little girl, until my husband and I moved in together. We were in a one bedroom apartment and only had two closets. One in the hall, and one in the bedroom. I can't tell you how many times I wished for my childhood closet back in those days!!
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written as always!
Love it when a good concept comes together because of a change in weather :)
ReplyDeleteI never had a walk-in closet until I moved into our current house. Before we live in our current house that we built, we lived in a house "with character" built in 1954.
And I loved it. I love our new house too. I especially love how we built a house that we could completely make "ours." But in building our new house, I realized how much tender loving care went into whoever built our old house (that was half the size but with so many little details.) You can put me in the "Old houses have so much character" catagory... Even though they do have small closests. Sorry! LOL.
So funny! When we were looking to buy our first house together, I really thought I wanted a quaint, charming old house. Until I saw the bathrooms and closets and then I ran all the way to houses built in at least a decade I remember.
ReplyDeleteHee! Love where you went with this, sister! The closet, the room, the sighs- a glimpse into your past woven with a slice of today? Love!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great memory! I love my closet now as compared to my childhood closet...but I love my childhood house more.
ReplyDeleteWM
Maybe they're never big enough? I guess we're just more likely to fill up space if we have it!
ReplyDeleteIt's so cute (the old house,) but so much of it is just not built for storage.
ReplyDeleteIsn't it funny how even a little more seems like a lot, when you're used to nothing?
ReplyDeleteHe he. I actually think my closet was larger than my parents', though their room was (obviously) bigger.
ReplyDeleteSharing isn't good, unless you have a room-sized closet :) Even in our apartment, where we lived before our house, we had a walk in closet. What possessed me to buy this house????
ReplyDeleteYes! Back to school clothes were so special, weren't they? I loved rearranging my closet for them!
ReplyDeleteHow funny. Abbey has the biggest closet, too, but the steps coming upstairs make it so we can only use half of it, though my husband hung an extra rack in there to try to get more room out of it.
ReplyDeleteI will miss our house (if we can ever get out of it!) for many, many sentimental reasons, but for practicality of living, I won't miss it at all.
ReplyDeleteWe DO have great built-ins, I'll admit it. Bookshelves next the fireplace, a china cabinet in the dining room, cupboard and drawers in the bathroom. It's just those darn bedroom closets!
ReplyDeleteI wear a six, sometimes six and a half :) You're more than welcome to borrow anytime you want :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Jen! It was/is so wonderful. Abbey likes to play in there when she visits their house.
ReplyDeleteIf only my parents didn't still live there...(just kidding.)
ReplyDeleteMy mom will talk about my house being just fine in terms of size. Easy to say when your smallest closet is larger than my biggest one!
ReplyDeleteOh those walls! You have no idea how many times we've tried to hang something and end up tearing out a giant chunk of crumbling plaster...ugh. How funny that George is the closet hog :)
ReplyDeleteDon't stress over the prompts :) We'll be nice :)
I guess when you're little, a small closet would be fun, too! Little kids like to be in little cubbies.
ReplyDeleteOur apartment had BETTER closets than our current house. Eeek.
ReplyDeleteI do love my old house for lots of reasons. If I had a billion dollars, I would buy a larger old house, and combine some of the extra rooms, while keeping the integrity of the style. But, I don't, so now I just want a newer house, LOL
ReplyDeleteOh, the bathrooms...don't get me started on the bathrooms. We're lucky to have two fulls, but our downstairs one is soooo small.
ReplyDeleteNow if only I could actually weave my closet into my present day house....
ReplyDeleteFunny, I'm kind of the opposite. Though I always, always feel so at home at my mom's house :)
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